okay... haha... so funny... just reading them makes me wanna laugh... if you hear the song and read the lyrics(http://jay-chou.net/lyrics_view.php?a_id=2&s_id=5) then you'll get me... haha... meaningful song! but i dun really feel this way.... argh. dunno how to explain to you guys lah.... but if my cutie pie wants to know, you can sure ask me... ;)
I’ve only left for a short while and already started to worry about how you’re doing today.
All I can think about is you, and because of that I can’t sleep.
Your cute expression when you pout, and your fragrance too.
You're the source of my happiness, as even thinking about you makes me smile.
It’s so hard for me to bear when you’re not here.
When I don’t think about you, I feel troubled .
Breaking through the clouds, I tried to run to you.
Just when love arrived, you were already in someone else’s arms.
I just can’t let her know.
I will protect you and make you laugh.
I regret not letting you know that you are so important to me.
Quietly listening to you whine, watching you sleep till we grow old.
I just can’t let her know.
I can’t say those simple sentences.
My whole heart hangs in the air, I can only watch from afar.
I can do all these things but that person is not me.
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Sunday, September 26, 2004
The Truth
A decade years or more ago; Where my ancestors lived and roamed. There lived two men of great renown; Whose names are still well known.
Bold Raffles from Western shores; Seek trade routes thru Eastern doors. St. John Baptist of noble rheims; But gave it up to bless and preach.
Both had a wish, a hope, a dream; They hatched a daring plan. To educate all yound minds; Thus their schools began.
Now each of these schools; Formed their own believe for each. Both valued different virtues; In the ones they had to teach.
Raffles snobbed and only accepted; Those with a ready mind. Where those of wit and learning; Will always find their kind.
St. Joseph's ignored results; Anyone worthy of admission. Be you rich, able or poor; As long as you've ambition.
Raffles taught them to be power-hungry; Train them to be strong. They teach their students cunning means; To be the best among the throng.
St. Joseph's valued different virtues; In the ones they sought and heed. They taught them to be helpful and kind; To those that are in need.
Rafflesian were smart, intelligent, witty boys; Who couldn't hold back their lust. They then produced a plan to quench their desires; And RGS came at last.
You might think all boys are like that; But Josephians are pure at heart. Their abstainence, chast and innocence; Set them miles apart.
-eugene wong hsien ming
sji 404/2004
Another meal taken on
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
My msn nick explains it: After all that, i am looking up to Him in hope that today you'll realise-i don't want nobody but you. i hope by the time you read this you're... sigh... i want to say it but i dunno how to put it... i guess i'll just end this right here, right now.
Another meal taken on
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Monday, September 20, 2004
anyway.... i haven't bloggede for a while... seeked both my sister's and ranie's advices to blog... i am using my mom's laptop... bloggin' in my room.... hehe...
in between the last time i blogged and now, quite a number of things had happened, including some i cannot mention publicly... but i am STILL FREAKING HAPPY!! WHOOOHOOO!
okay... i'll stop that now... I AM SO HAPPY! hehe... can't. cos i am! so! HAPPY! hehe... okay serious now, stop.
had the stupid prefect's interview thingy on thursday... then went for training (hard core!!)... haha... yu jin and timothy (sec 3) were there too... i think i handled it quite well... though i still have doubts whether i can get through or not... sure hope so!
and on the next day, i went out with Qiyang and his other two friends;-)... haha. we went to Lido to go watch dodgeball (a really horny show). it was quite funny... haha... with lots of scenes of people getting hit in the groin... ouch! but ben stiller was really funny... you guys should watch it... i went without my parents' notice or even permission... QY too... which was really farny as there was some newsreporter from CNA doing some report (showing the entrance and exit of the theatre)... haha... they were at the theatre we were supposed to go to... thankfully, we didn't get "caught on tape"... so anyways, we managed to DODGE the camera... haha... the 5Ds of dodgeball: dodge, duck, dip, dive and.... DODGE.
after the movie, we went to fareast to go take neoprints... qiyang was grabbing me half the time...
then i had to rush home... to be home by abt 6... so the both of us took a taxi home... dropped qiyang on the way... which reminds me... i owe him money... hehe... i wasn't prepared to go out!! haha... he told me quite last minute... brought only like $20 or so...
on saturday, my sister and i went to my cousin's house to celebrate the brithday or three cousins: the oldest and two youngest... one on the 23rd of sep and the other two (youngest) on the 1st of october... haha... i loved Saturday!! haha...
it was really shiok...(check my sis' blog...) it was a gathering of the 8 cousins ( which we haven't done for long)... i remember the times where we sit together, all 8 of us on one table, the adults in another, and we talk crap, crap and more crap... some racist jokes too... horny too haha... Gabriel was the main supplier... he's the second oldest... quite street-smart...
so after dinner and the blowing of candles and cutting of cake, we took candid photos... haha... really funny... there was the "acting-cool", the "bochup" and the "acting-cute"...
and upstairs, Gabriel and I took a video of the Mr Bean horny dance... not horny... but that's what we call it and what my sister labelled the file as in the computer... i can send the file to you if anyone wants it online... :)
the next day, i stayed over at Gab's... so we went to church together... i skipped cathecism (or many like to call it Sunday Class). then there, gabriel stepped on some dog shit or smth... then he kept going back to the toilet to wash it and out again... haha... then he had to spread deoderant all over to try keep the odour away... eventually, it did go away... after mass, Aunty Liz, bernie, gab and i went to parkway to eat KFC... we were insulting bernie all the way... haha... hitting her visor she was wearing and all... lol... this sounds mean... but it's fun... and she doesn't really take it in so... everyone's fine with it... haha...
before i went back home, i went back to gab's house to go collect my stuff... there, i played KOF and kept losing... i have not played it for like, 1 yr.. since i bought my PS2... its "its fault"! haha... i am really getting crazy here... cos i am HAPPY! :)
well that's all that happened... well.. actually not... hehe... but i am stopping here anyway...
i love my cutie pie! ;)
Another meal taken on
Monday, September 20, 2004
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
okay... i got nominated for prefect... hehe... i really want to be one... dunno why... guess it's in the blood. all my uncles (on my dad's side) and my dad were prefects. my grandfather was a head prefect. my sister's a councillior (sort of a prefect... i think that's what they call prefects in Nanyang). so i did. so i am going away on a prefect selection camp this coming Monday... up until wednesday... by the end of the whole thing... i would either be a prefect for next year or not be one. i sure hope i will be one... there's no know reasonwhy i shouldn't: i have friends in the prefectorial board. so i have high hopes on being one. hopefully the next time i blog i am one. :)
okay... next thing... yesterday, i went back to Pei Hwa... finally i went back... i didn't go back on National Day cos i had lessons. so screwed up.
when i was there... posing.. haha... i played some bball... then go smacked in the face by my senior.... a sec 4 Rugger/Bball player... it's like, Wei Zhong, Samuel, Jerry, Norman (BBS,NHSS, NHSS, CTS & ACSI)and I versus four sec 4 buddies, of which, two ACSians, two Chicken House(Chinese High) peeps. Jesper (BBS)played for them too. they were frigging rought and arrogant... dunno why we even thought of playing with them... oh well... we were winning them in the first but then they caught up... well... dunno who won in the end... but... we put up a tough fight... hehe... but i got smacked!! they were all mostly one head or more taller than us. we had height and body build disadvantages.
after that tiring game, i went with many ppl back home... i think 14 or so ppl... only two girls... haha... then aunty nara had to cook so much food for us... except the girls.
okay.. then not so long after... more girls came.. all of them were my classmates... haha... they just came to see my house... haha.. then shimin actually went around counting how many ceiling fans i had.... really lame... haha... all we did play soccer.... take pictures... sit around... watch LOTR... play table-tenis... Gunbound... Runescape(not me)... PS2... haha... had loads of fun...
initially, jerry wanted to stay over... unfortunately, his mom didn't allow... so sad.. haha...
after this, i am gonna upload more photos into my album... been doing it but some how it couldn't work... so i hope it can this time...
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004